Sometimes bloggers do that, right?!
This is a post I've started writing several times and just never finished. For several reasons I guess.
The world of blogging and social media is scary. Like, way scary you guys. I'm not rich. I don't live in a big ol fancy house, I live in a small town in a small county in a small state. I don't live in Cali where it's sunny all the time, I don't live in Texas where it's always warm. I don't live in any place special at all really. Which is why I think blogging is intimidating to me. It's super silly, I know it. There are plenty of bloggers out there without big fancy houses, but sometimes, I look at my house in comparison and I'm like..meh.
Maybe it's not good enough for a blog.
Sometimes that's just the way I feel.
I'm not really good with fashion. I shop at small boutique shops and might buy a quick cute tank at Target if I'm able to get five minutes to myself with Sav throwing stuff out of the cart to check for my size. So those super cute, well styled adorable momma and me pics don't really happen. In part because I don't have anyone to take a picture of us..nor do I have something white to stand in front of to take those cute shots.
These are all excuses, obviously. I could find a way to do these things. But then sometimes, it starts to feel too much like work and I just want to be honest and real with you guys.
Sometimes, I don't feel interesting. I feel like a boring Mom, that has dirty dishes in the sink, too much laundry in the laundry hamper, clothes thrown on the bed and popcorn on the floor. Most days I'm lucky to change out of my daily mom attire of yoga pants and my favorite Luke Bryan concert tee. Most of the time Savanna wants to run around with no clothes at all, and I'm not sure that's blog appropriate either;)
I'm not super creative in the kitchen. So there goes the whole food blogger thing. Yeah. Ain't gunna happen.
Sometimes, I feel like my blog is motivational. I have a list of projects a mile long that I want to share with you. Projects that will get finished one day, but not all at once.
Then I also have days where I just want to share some positive vibes with you, I know so many of us are in the same boat. So I decide to share those little things I do to make our home more, well, like a home. It's been a journey with lots of highs and lots of lows. I don't think this place will ever be finished because we're always changing and evolving and well, as long as you all are here, I'll keep sharing because on days like today, when you are feeling like me, I want you to be inspired. I want to show you REAL SPACES AND REAL LIFE IN A REAL WAY. If that makes any sort of sense.
I'm growing and continuing this journey to see where it takes me!
In the meantime, I'm sorry if I suck at blogging and I hope you understand.
I hope you understand that I'm a real person, with a real life, and a real house, with real projects to complete. I have real feelings and emotions. I'm a raw and open person. I won't sugar coat things or hide my feelings most of the time. I'm not always happy and I'm not always motivated. And also. I'm late. Like, A lot. BUT one thing is true.
I love having you here, the fact that so many of you take the time out of your day to come sit and hang out with me for a few minutes means the world.
TRULY MORE THEN YOU KNOW OR REALIZE. I'm so thankful. THANK YOU!